Hi oppas. I know this is really pathetic but i just wanna express how i feel. I’m not really an expressive person and usually i let out all my frustrations by either writing it on my note and deleting it afterwards or ranting on my twitter. So this is about all the issues you guys are involved. I always pretend that I’m cool with it though. But the truth is I’m slowly breaking and I don’t want to get to the point where I become obsessed and be like sooo delusional and insult every girl that’ll be linked with you guys. I don’t wanna hurt anybody by the words I speak or anything.
About that “audio thing with girls”. Truthfully, I’m effin’ hurt that I can’t even—- . I know you guys were humans too but the past issues plus this whole thing is like too much for me to bear. Many things have happened last year and this year and I’m tired of hurting and being depressed. It’s like it happens everytime and I am so tired of it. I’m so sorry oppas that I can’t be with you till the end. Many good things has happened to my life ever since I stan you guys but I actually lose myself in the process. I am leaving the fandom for good but I won’t forget all the memories. To all the exostans on twitter, on real life, on kakao, on ig, thank you so much guys.
- my grammar—- ugh whatever-
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